People often ask me who I am (how am I looking, where I am living…), I would not know how to say who I am. “Who am I really“? That is a question that I am trying to answer Every Day. For Some reason almost all my life I was a sad person, other times I felt empty or choked by dark thoughts and other times “I Became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” (Edgar AP). I was trying to find myself lost in my true self out or I was “Emotionally action-packed“. I want to believe I was born some kind of artist. I’d like to think I’m an artist… but what really constitutes one? I had and still have symptoms in that way. Anyway, what drives an artist is a deep and personal passion to express themselves creatively. But to give a description … winter, snow, ice, rain, red wine, gin and tonic, walks in the rain, husky dogs, books, reading, dreaming, green tea, Siberia, music, photography, surrealism, green eyes, thinking, black, yin and yang, coffee, complex, sophisticated, disturbing emotions of others and proud of it, Carl Gustav Jung, philosophy, metaphysics, knowing, questions, creativity, always on the run, sky, stars, walks, pomegranate, smoke, air, night, benevolent, easily irritated, but calm, ingenuity, directed toward research and discoveries, subtle, skill, diligence, vigilance, talkative, expansive, restlessness, travel, languages, problem solving, art, acting, handle a thousand things at once, anxiety, sadness, curiosity, cold, dark, green apples, writing, stupidity survival, cooking, movies, sea, up & down, twisted, study, learn, sense of humor, irony, sarcasm, adaptable, sensitive, new experiences, reason, mind, mobility, movement, agility, skill, dexterity, adaptability, learning, curiosity, loquacity, conviction, ingenuity, cleverness, information, knowledge, youth, youthful spirit, need knowledge, sympathy, ease, lightness, expressiveness…. human…
So, more or less, that is me, and I could add but … I think that is enough.
Well, what to say, thank you that you are here, and that visit my blog every day.
As I was telling to someone not so long time ago.. what makes you to be an artist is the way you see the things. 🙂
9 thoughts on “just me”
I love the dark hours of my being.
My mind deepens into them.
There I can find, as in old letters,
the days of my life, already lived,
and held like a legend, and understood.
– Rainer Maria Rilke
girl, i seem i have not read “sex” and “love” in the above listed description. you should manage to include them one way or another 😉
I think creativity requires a vulnerability to the full spectrum of emotion. It is the normal state of an artistic mind. Artists are a conduit of the human experience, recording what they see through their medium. And I think perhaps it leaves us a little sadder than others in our resting state.
Thanks for the introduction. Interesting list and I would say I could use a very similar list with only a little editing. I have to say, though, that I agree with thepiratehorizon about what’s missing.
Wishing you well on your lifes journey
keep goin’, you’re doin’ well. by the way, i like the bjork hair style
Thank you so much for your visit to my blog and the like. More of God’s blessings to you in the name of Jesus Christ.
for a great amount , one has not to ask who you are , one has to experience that . you are a fine artist. Indeed , keep on going as you wish to do so .