People often ask me who I am (how am I looking, where I am living…), I would not know how to say who I am. “Who am I really“? That is a question that I am trying to answer Every Day. For Some reason almost all my life I was a sad person, other times I felt empty or choked by dark thoughts and other times “I Became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” (Edgar AP). I was trying to find myself lost in my true self out or I was “Emotionally action-packed“. I want to believe I was born some kind of artist. I’d like to think I’m an artist… but what really constitutes one? I had and still have symptoms in that way. Anyway, what drives an artist is a deep and personal passion to express themselves creatively. But to give a description … winter, snow, ice, rain, red wine, gin and tonic, walks in the rain, husky dogs, books, reading, dreaming, green tea, Siberia, music, photography, surrealism, green eyes, thinking, black, yin and yang, coffee, complex, sophisticated, disturbing emotions of others and proud of it, Carl Gustav Jung, philosophy, metaphysics, knowing, questions, creativity, always on the run, sky, stars, walks, pomegranate, smoke, air, night, benevolent, easily irritated, but calm, ingenuity, directed toward research and discoveries, subtle, skill, diligence, vigilance, talkative, expansive, restlessness, travel, languages, problem solving, art, acting, handle a thousand things at once, anxiety, sadness, curiosity, cold, dark, green apples, writing, stupidity survival, cooking, movies, sea, up & down, twisted, study, learn, sense of humor, irony, sarcasm, adaptable, sensitive, new experiences, reason, mind, mobility, movement, agility, skill, dexterity, adaptability, learning, curiosity, loquacity, conviction, ingenuity, cleverness, information, knowledge, youth, youthful spirit, need knowledge, sympathy, ease, lightness, expressiveness…. human…
So, more or less, that is me, and I could add but … I think that is enough.
Well, what to say, thank you that you are here, and that visit my blog every day.
As I was telling to someone not so long time ago.. what makes you to be an artist is the way you see the things. 🙂