how are you today?… what happens in your incoherent head?
huddle… it is like drowning, except you can see everyone around you breathing… it force you to build walls around you and let nobody in, it causes you not to trust people anymore, to feel numb, like … nothing, it breaks you down and makes you to want to be alone, it makes you write things like this…. and you feel that no matter you do it is never good enough, and it seems that almost nobody understand how you feel.
i am feeling so tired today. you are right no body understand.
they are people who understand, but those people they passed through the same thing as us. what is pissing me off is when someone is telling you “oh, I understand you” but they have no fucking idea what it means to be like this